Thursday, April 10, 2008

I'll play me in the movie version of my life, thank you very much...

I hate this never ending comparing myself to others routine. It is old and no matter how hard I try not to, it still occupies my mind every once and a while. But despite of ever feeling like maybe I haven't accomplished what others have, or obtained what others might want, I don't feel like anything is missing. Maybe I live in the clouds. Maybe I'm unrealistic. Maybe I just am charting my own course and I'm grateful to be able to do so.

So I might learn another language. So I may in fact take up another degree. So I may never be the 'grown up' that you describe. I think for me that's okay. I think I'd play myself in the movie version of my life. Just seems better that way.